看完忍住，不要掉眼淚

看完忍住，不要掉眼淚

一天女孩過生日，男孩子在她生日的聚會上送了她一只可愛

的毛毛熊，在各種生日禮物中，這根本算不上是禮物． 女孩有些生氣，也許更多的是憤怒，沒想到自己男朋友這麼小氣，今天是她的生日，還來了這麼多朋友． 去年男孩在她生日的時候送了她一把很名貴的藏刀，男孩發誓說，如果有一天他背叛了女孩，女孩可以用刀劃破他的胸膛． 今年，兩個人一直在討論兩個人的未來，這麼多朋友都來為女孩慶祝生日，是男孩說在生日哪天會給女孩一個終生難忘的禮物．結果似乎一切都出乎大家的以外，當然主要是女孩！ 面對女孩憤怒的眼神，男孩只是壞壞的笑，這份禮物真的讓女孩終生難忘． 女孩在聚會中喝了很多酒，而男孩只是在旁邊静静的喝着可樂．聚會結束，他們要回到自己的小家，上了公路，女生一直很憤怒，一直在埋怨，車的後排座放了很多名貴的禮物，當然還有那只毛毛熊.女生開始抱怨男孩不愛她，不珍惜他們的愛，男孩只是静静的開着車，什麼也沒有說，偶然會有一絲笑在臉上． 酒精在衝動的驅使下發作了．女孩吐了，男孩靠邊停了車，女孩大發脾氣，指責男孩給了她這樣一個不愉快的生日，說了一些很傷感情的事情，男孩一直無語，只是一只手拿着紙巾，一只手拿着礦泉水．女孩突然跑到了公路中間，男孩沒有拉住她，兩個人就這樣在公路上拉扯着．突然，一輛飛馳的快車直奔兩個人行駛過來，男孩想都沒想的扔掉了手中的東西推開了女孩，女孩的頭重重的摔到了地上，等她蘇醒的時候，她已經躺在了醫院，頭上綁着繃帶．那輛飛速行駛汽車的司機，証明是酒後駕車．男孩被撞出了15米，當救護車到的時候，他嘴裡一邊吐着血一直說着〃别管我，看我女朋友怎麼樣？〃 到了醫院，男孩已經去了另一個世界，他最後的一話是毛毛熊，毛毛熊在他的要求下，被醫護人員帶上了救護車，他在這個世界上最後的一段路，就是這只小熊一直陪着他． 女孩得知男孩離去的消息，一直在哭，哭的昏过去了好幾次． 一個有心的護士把小熊送到了她的枕邊．女孩再一次從昏厥中醒來，看着小熊上邊有着男孩的血，似乎有着男孩的體温，她緊緊的把它抱在了胸前，輕輕的摸着它．突然摸一件很硬的東西，女孩從小熊的口袋裡摸出了一件東西，一個戒指盒，裡面有一隻漂亮的鑽石戒指，女孩看到這一切，切底崩潰了．她拼命的哭，用力的撕着自己的頭髮和頭上的繃带，但是一切似乎都没有意義了．女孩去了停屍間，那是的男孩身上的血跡已經被擦干，他干干净净的，安詳的躺在那裡，嘴角還是有着一絲壞壞的笑，女孩用手摸着男孩的頭，淚水從眼角劃落，她不想哭出聲，因為男孩不喜歡她哭． 女孩第二天就出院了，回到了他們曾經愛的港灣．打開房門，她被眼前的一切嚇呆了，房間裡滿是玫瑰，桌子上有一個大大的蛋糕，旁邊的一個保温餐盒和一張卡片．打開餐盒裡面是她最愛喝的湯， 打開卡片裡面寫着：嫁给我，你一輩子都不會後悔，你一輩子都會感覺温暖，我會一輩子讓你幸福，我會一直守侯在你的身邊，我會每天叫你起床，為你做你喜歡的早餐，送你上班,時刻惦記你，随時給你電話和信息，不讓孤獨的感覺伴隨你一時一刻,晚上我會接你下班，為你做晚飯，晚上讓你在我的懷中睡去後再静静睡去．家裡事情你做主，但是家務還是我來吧，我身體比較好點．如果應酬，我會在11點前回家，如果出差我會把你這幾天食物準備好，當然還有你愛吃的零食．其實愛情就是簡簡單單兩個人的幸福，我們的幸福才剛剛開始，希望……女孩再也看不下去了，她看到了房間裡仿佛滿使他們的歡聲笑語，滿是他們的蜜語甜言，往日的情景一下子，涌入了她的心頭，她在自責，在懊悔，在埋怨…… 想着到底是誰背叛了那曾經美好的東西．曾經的幸福這個時候變的尖銳，曾經的歡笑這個時候變的灰色．男孩火化的那天女孩沒有去，女孩一個人静静的呆在他們愛的港灣，躺在他們經常做愛的床上，看着他們出去旅游时的錄像，輕輕的用去年生日哪天男孩送他那把藏刀割開了自己的手腕…… 窗頭放着一張卡片： 親愛的我來了，沒有你的日子我好難過．是我錯了，你走的這幾天，我一直在回味我們在一起的日子，你的體温你的氣味你的壞笑和你做的飯，你是個騙子你說過一生守護我的，沒有你，一個人睡覺好冷的，沒有你做飯我肚子好餓，沒有你在身邊我好孤單，你慢點走，我來了，雖然你沒有實現你的承諾，但是我還是真的愛你，壞蛋我來了，慢點走，在前面等我，我來了…… 戀愛中的朋友們。。好好珍惜吧。。也許這個世界沒有那麼完滿的愛．但是這個世界有着最愛你的人和你最愛的人．當最愛你的人和你最愛的人是一個人的時候，告訴你．你是幸福的，有些人往往是三角戀，也許你不懂我的愛．我想看了這篇日誌你應該明白點吧．呵呵 不說了 希望看完這篇日誌的人珍惜眼前的一切 不要因為一點小事鬧大架 看完要轉載哦 ！！！！！

(:

情歌王

（forever love 王力宏）
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心

（两个人的烟火 黎明）
最爱你的是我
否则你怎麽让我
否则我怎麽可能赴汤蹈火
你说什麽都做

（如果．爱 张学友）
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉

（童话 光良）
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里

（很爱很爱你 刘若英）
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心

（我愿意 王菲）
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什麽都愿意 为你

（好想好想 古巨基）
好想好想 好想好想
好想好想和你在一起

（明天我要嫁给你了 周华健）
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要嫁给你啦
要不是你问我
要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动

（不得不爱 潘玮柏/弦子）
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩

（阴天 莫文蔚）
开始总是分分钟
都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面

（飞机场的10:30 陶喆）
baby baby baby baby
O baby baby O baby
是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却越想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题

（那么爱你为什么 黄品源/莫文蔚）
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么

（你怎么舍得我难过 黄品源）
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这麽多
你却没有感动过

（爱我别走 张震岳）
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

（让我欢喜让我忧 周华健）
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受

（原来你什么都不想要 张惠妹）
原来你什么都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回答
原来你什么都不想要

（用心良苦 张宇）
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要

（祝福 张学友）
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节

（吻别 张学友）
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等着迎接伤悲

（把悲伤留给自己 陈升）
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走

（征服 那英）
就这样被你征服切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固我的决定是糊涂

（听海 张惠妹）
听海哭的声音
叹惜着谁又被伤了心

（味道 辛晓琪）
像你身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道

（我怀念的 孙燕姿）
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

（领悟 辛晓琪）
我多麽痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦

（月亮惹的祸 张宇）
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动

（我们的爱 fir）
我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待
我们的爱
我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远
我都放不开
最后的温暖

（你把我灌醉 黄大炜）
你把我灌醉你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪我拚命挽回
你把我灌醉你让我心碎
爱得收不回

（眼泪 范晓萱）
oh 眼泪
眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪
忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变
孤单的感觉
你从不曾发现
我笑中还有泪

（情非得已 庾澄庆）
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气

（你是如此难以忘记 梁朝伟）
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平息

（心太软 任贤齐）
你总是心太软心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单相处太难
不是你的就别再勉强

（forever love 王力宏）
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后
你会是所有
幸福的理由
forever love
forever love
forever love

<3

Hello.. Im so guilty when FiSh keep chui me update =x
My handphone just sent to factory for repairing the lines T_T
The person give me this phone as spare.

Even more chan den my old nokia phone..
Don't see this web picture so nice..
The phone oso very chan de -_-
But only one advantage : can call xD
So I put my maxis in it..
But dono why recently my old nokia phone sot jor..
Msging keep sot.. T_T



SPM just left 45days T_T
dim suinnn.. many subjects haven't brush up..
Yesterday and friday just out whole day =x
One of the way to decrease the SPM pressure is..

Meditation :X
The thing on his left hand is a dog?

Aiyah or else just online like me now xD
Night only touch book abit =X

On friday,
Went for cf jamuan at western's cuisine and cafe <3
Before than pui shinmei bestie with vivian go pizza hut for reservation
for the badminton jamuan too~

In the cf jamuan..
The food quite nice.. most of the food ordered is chops and spaghetti :)
I followed vivian order fried chicken fried rice =x
Actually I wan order the lamb chop but its expensive alot compare to the chicken
so I just order chicken ba :X with orange juice
Just mango and orange, tried both :X
After that there have some activities :X
Lame lame lame and its Li Ann ideas!

After the jamuan finish.. me and vivian wait at outside to wait yang come fetch..
Den yang told me he saw leon got an small accident lols =x
So will late abit..
While waiting them, keep snapping photos that you can visit vivian's fb :X

By Nuggets :X

Then ytd went to inti college workshop for seminar,
Physics and Add-maths :X Since its free entrances and free lunch,
And my marks on the both subject not so good,
And most of my frens are going, so I oso join them =x

Yang as the driver, we follow carol's brother car..
But cham.. he drive fast den yang miss it and then got into wrong way T.T
den so 'fish' wait carol's brother come meet us at petrol station T.T
15mins journey and take almost one hour -_-
Thanks SzeHui for the tag :X

Carol look tall with her high heels :X
Even higher than kienbing edi :X
So sad den bun din participate with us in the seminar ):

1st lesson start with add-maths..
The room is seriously cold.. I and yang keep shake shake shake..
My teeth keep giggle T_T the air cond is straight facing my direction T_T
He should not waste time on Linear programming T_T
I wan he teach us more on intergration le T_T
And then jy keep busy finish the exercise given..

2nd lesson is physics..
This time the room not so cold maybe the survey I write the air cond is too cold @@
But this time the problem I faced is I keep 'fishing' -_- means sleeping..
Asleep awake asleep awake..

After that its lunch time!
As shinmei told me, the food provided is buffet form and its better than alots seminars @@
And you keep add and add like kienbing and jiaying @@
And alots fruits =x good for prevent constipation xD

After that went car4 to buy something :X
Met Puan tan and her family lols.. Lucky tad she din saw me but saw fish jy yang LOL
Den say wad bulb wad bulb =x

After that keiyan leave us early..
Left of us walk awhile den oso back edi..
After fetching fish home, yang finally cant tahan and open loud loud and sing K!
Bcos of how keiyan treat him in car :X
Cham ~
Den yang fetch me to oug plaza to repair my phone T.T
Den get the lapsap phone that I said in early of this post..

Now dono why I got one topic to tell about..
Dogs and cats :X


Fierce Dog T_T


Cute Dog :X


Fierce cat!


Cute cat :X

You all love dogs more or cats :X
Please vote!! <3

Anyway,

Dogs and cats are friends :D

LOL just now just back from learn drive =P
Driving at my housing area till IMU :X
This time seems abit fun compare to the 1st time I learn..
Cos this time can drive fast abit and drive more far :X

Changed song. (:




BB :))

Lovess (:

Blek.
I left my blog with dust again.
Haiz miss out the mooncake festival last night..
No chance to see Teeyen mui performance..
She keep on practising so hard during the holiday week )):

Wad about my holiday..
My uncle's wedding.. all pictures in my mom's camera.
So no posting out xD

Starting of my holiday,
I went hometown bcos as I said..
My uncle wedding.. the wedding at my hometown!
The wedding held at primary school's hall :D
It's my mom and my aunties primary school too =X


See the meter -_- 150km/h =_=
Only me and dad :))
Smsing and sleeping during journey :X.


My aunt baked butter cake :D
Look simple but nice to eat xD

And then.
For... =x! =x! =x!

My sister with small cute bridal gown :X

My uncle = kaofu marry with her bride..
My kaofu is my grandma youngest son..
Then her bride is her mother eldest daughter..
So her bride's sisters and brothers all around my age only -_-
Then her bride's parents is around my parents' age -_-
LOL so weird lo :X

And then..
Alcohol spamming during the wedding night -_-
20cans beer..
Whiskey 40% and few bottles of wine -_-
TOTALLY DRUNK EDI..
Cos that night I teman my kaofu go "ging jao" one table by one table..
Go one round only.. I keep go toilet -_-
That time just 14cans only.. I keep like compete with my uncles -_-
One of my uncle is edi beer god for 20years+
He pui me drink =x den my dad like em song liao cos I keep drink dao no limit..
But my mom keep say : drink lo.. drink lo.. I want you know drunk is how de -_-
=.=
I never drunk b4 since im standard 2 :X crazy lehh..
After the wedding dinner.. went back grandma house and then drink again -_-
Wine plus beer.. den i sleep liao oso dono..
tmr morning when wake up.. i edi at sofa with blanket -_-
Then I wake up and ask my aunt..

Me : ytd I go sofa sleep myself de?
Aunt : Yeahhh.. cos you edi drunk jor..
Me : you sure mahh.. cos i din have memories that I go to sofa myself..
(cos i tot dono who angkat me go sofa =.=)
Aunt : Cos you drunk liao lo.. your mom just help you put blanket only..
Me : ohh.. -_-

And then dono who help me reply msg -_-
And my aunt say they ytd all chit chat at living room until midnight 2+
Then only i most guai sleeping like pig in the sofa -_-
So waste lo.. they got open whiskey again ):

Then afternoon, I back to kl with my dad and maid..
My mom them still have to go genting with others till wednesday..
While going back to kl..
My dad say he is hungry @@ then I ha?
Cos that time just lunch ma..
Then he decide go bukit tinggi eat something..
That time keiyan told me she at bukit tinggi as you can read in her blog O.O
But sadly.. I go up.. She come down ):
Den we reached and order a prawn yee min..
My dad keep praising with it cos the food really very nice..
Especially the soup @@ LOVE PRAWN =X!

Ok la hometown story ended :X
Recently keep going caref4 -_-
And cc -_- dono who keep addicted with l4d..
And then now even addicted with dota edi..
Keep feed oso song -_-

OMG la SPM getting nearer..
Need time to brush up many subjects -_-
Especially sejarah and science subjects..
And most important.. Account -_-
Purposely take account but always fail -_-

Random :

At mamak,

damn sien tad time.. wait in mamak alone for 1hours plus -_-
cos no keys to enter house -_-



Long time no camwhore :X
Please allow me xD

Someone said this doesnt look like me @@

Someone said why I look dark edi @@


The Hello Kitty collections is back! :X

No matter how you think.
I always care you in my heart.

My deepest heart core.

<3

Sorry guys T_T
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I left my blog almost dead edi T_T
Somemore I so bad didn't choi the comments in my Cbox T_T
At least I know who care about my post :X
LOL so many pictures and very long liao de..
But I'm still posting up =P

So this wafer.. I oso nearly forget when i took this..
But finally I rmb :D
This cream wafer is i last last week as breakfast for 2 days :X
Cos that time my sisters, mom and maid went hometown..
Thats why only left me and dad at home~
But dad got to work.. So.. I only found this in my fridge..
No more bread no more biscuit -_- Lazy to bancuh milo le..

And then,
when national day..
I climb up to Genting again =x
For wat? Fireworks :X
I lazy upload the video -_-
Outside very dark so I just take one photo inside to show how crowded is Genting :X

Its okok only -_-


And this! Both oso shinmei's hardwork!
Thanks her alots =D
I still keeping it very nice on my desk :X


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What is this? :X

Keychain :X


Why so shy wor :X
Show us your leng face lerhs xD


Arghhhh tired ahhh! I mean that time..
I keep using teknik imbas kembali :X


When my bday,

Went Saisaki with family (: Japanese Buffet

Sorry my photo skill sucks -.-




The phone no. is there! Go call and reserve :X
That time rm40 for one adult :X offer become rm35 per head only..
Children below 12 have different prices.


And this, Kapo from KeiYan =X =X
Must hug it every night before sleep!

Errrrrrrrr..
And then,
Rmb the pictures I post in my previous post about Renovation in my house?
Naaahhhhhhh.

T_T

The Hello Kitty Collection is gone T_T


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Haha this took after some days.. better edi :X



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And,
In khengyang's car.

Ta-daaaa safe anot? :X :X


McD in Parkson :D
Yang told me he recently keep Mcd -_- eat dao fan wai edi
No more fast food -_-
Then today just went to eat steamboat as lunch :X

Nahhhhhhhhh,

Eating shit.
Really got this picture le..
Feel happy cos you don angry anymore :X


Click this picture to zoom :D

Panadol Menstrual @@


One picture for Mr. Hoe :D


Yang fat-hao :X


Going to home de sunset ): tired that time..

And,

My youngest sister just primary one then wear spec edi -__-!!


I found another small gaga steakhouse :X


Shoe? Ship? xD


Arghhh. Bcos of this.
I from 3.45 lepak till 7+ and went pasar malam LOL

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Heheheheheheheh,
Bun,
You oso have this day ah!

Don sad of your marks le ):
God bless you (:

Wad you can do with that calculator? Maths win me la =P
I no use calculator xD

Bun : Please stop it, I know I lose you..
Me : Muahahahahah!

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And Ks so yeng :X
Taekwando black belt :X


Account account account Z.Z DIE

And,

Recently berjasa pc din have internet connection..
But only have this for entertain -_-


Muahaha too free edi.. finished the whole maths booklet :X
He teach so slow geh :X

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Ta-daaaaaa timetable for Berjasa Seminar!
Click for zooming :X
Very clear don worry xD

<3 you
dear.